Children haven’t been to school since then. Every day my
son asks me when he do will do his homework. He remembers that the
demonstrations started as he come home one Friday with a homework
assignment. One day I had to ask his headmaster to open the school gates
for a few minutes just so he could go in and feel some relief. It
didn’t work.
The official discourse is reassuring, but the economic, political and social decline continues. Our families don’t understand how we can choose this career. “This job is death,” my sister told me recently.
“Papa, did they shoot at your computer,” my son asked me
once. My boy likes computers. Many journalists had their computers
riddled with bullets after private media houses were attacked in the
wake of a failed coup bid in May.
“Son, it’s time to do something else. I’m afraid for you,” said my mother in a tearful phone conversation recently.
For journalists working for private or foreign media, it’s as if our work has become a crime.
But think the whole community is under threat. Today it’s journalists; tomorrow it could be shopkeepers, or doctors.
As a journalist and citizen I had always hoped that what’s
happening now would not come to pass in Burundi. Events seem to evoke
the old demons of destruction and violence. (Civil war ravaged Burundi
between 1993 and 2005.) Even before today’s legislative polls, the
elections had already claimed victims: tens of thousands of people have fled the country and many have also taken flight inside.
Ever since the coup bid, reporters have gone into hiding,
including myself as well as colleagues from both private and state
media. I personally chose not to leave Burundi for a neighbouring
country, but around 50 journalists have fled and some are living in
refugee camps.
The closure of private media “is a major setback for
freedom of expression, because there are no more voices that contradict
those of the government, no more independent sources about what is
happening now,” Jean Regis Nduwimana, a professor of communications,
told me.
He added that he feared the country was at risk of falling
prey to “a quasi-totalitarian regime which only wants to hear its own
voice heard on state media.”
These days moving around with recording devices, laptops
or smart phones is very risky. Staying at home all the time is
impossible but travel has to be done with great caution. Many
journalists say they are followed. Some have had their houses attacked.
The most recent case of this was of Voice of America reporter Dianne
Nininahazwe, who was also followed.
We journalists expected private media to be reopened
before polling began. But it seems we are going to have to wait for
that, nobody knows for how long.
Over the past week I saw men lying on the ground bleeding
after grenades were thrown from car windows. Being a journalist now is
to live the pain of others and to forget one’s own. We have all lost
loved ones in the past but the wheels of history in Burundi are still
turning and the same mistakes are being made. We continue to shed tears
for our friends and family. People are still burying their loved ones.
Our country’s greatest curse is that people never try to walk in others’ shoes.
I’ve heard government officials describe those protesting
as bringers of bad luck. This has gradually become a conflict although
the government says 99.9 percent of the country is calm. But it’s not
normal for people to flee a country when elections come around. Can you
imagine more than 100,000 refugees? Children separated from their
parents, not going to school, who can no longer sleep, who are in camps,
at risk of cholera and malnutrition?
About 10 days after the failed coup, journalists working
for foreign media and visiting correspondents were summoned by the
National Communications Council. I arrived late. I had considered not
showing up at all; I thought I might find myself behind bars. This place
makes you paranoid. At the meeting, we were warned, accused of only
covering the demonstrations when the ruling party was in full
campaigning mode, of encouraging the protestors, of only talking to
refugees when 10 million people had remained in Burundi.
Once when I tried to interview a witness to an attack he refused to talk to me, saying he didn’t want to die.
Gunfire and grenade blasts rang out in parts of Bujumbura
on Saturday night, and again on Sunday night. For hours, we had no idea
who was shooting or why. State radio announced three people had been
killed on Saturday night. The police spokesman was mysteriously
unreachable.
All this makes for a fearful climate. I can see no cause
for calm. Burundi’s former partners have pulled out, as have election
observers.
Gunfire in a country the government says is calm and the
withdrawal of the opposition from the race, and widespread calls from
the international community to delay the polls are signs that we are on a
slippery slope and that that the return will be hard.
by Désiré Nimubona from here
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